HOORAY!

Well, the good news is, I FINALLY got my computer cord fixed and I can actually do stuff on the internet instead of just look at it on my phone! BOO YEAH!!!

Since Christmas time, kind of a lot has happened. I'm not gonna lie, it has been a rough couple months. It is some kind of personal stuff, but mostly just my class. I have a SUPER hard class this year. Veteran teachers come to me and say "I don't know how you do it!" I have a terrible time finding a sub because the ones that are good subs know how terrible my class is and usually just happen to be busy that day. So then I take my chances getting some poor, unsuspecting district sub that tells me how terrible my class was and doesn't even leave their sub information for me to call them again. Its too much of a mess to try to clean up by getting a sub most the time. In January and the first part of February they were running me so ragged that I didn't even want  to teach any more. The stress and the frustration from school leaked into every other part of my life. It was not pretty. It is getting slightly better. Not that I want to curse it by speaking too soon, but it is better.

Luckily, I have an amazing boyfriend. He has been so patient with me. I feel bad for him because I have been such a terrible monster lately. He has just smiled and stuck through it. BLESS HIM! He is so good to me! I am so lucky to have him around. Heaven knows what he sees in me, especially after these last couple months. I am convinced that February is cursed. I have had like 4 bad Februarys in a row. 2009 my Grandma died, 2010 my dad was super sick, 2011 plenty of boy drama and work drama to go around.... and 2012... I got my first speeding ticket. I guess I just needed something to blame.... February isnt all bad.... :)

PS my niece turns 8 and is getting baptized tomorrow!! WOWZER! how and when did that happen??? It makes me feel old... I turn 25 in like 4 months.... I gag every time I think about it. That sounds so old....